oh God.. whenever i blog nowdays, i'm feeling moody or emo. no more happy hanhan.

i called her today, imposing as xian, cause i din want the awkwardness. but without knowing, she talked to me without holding back, so memories just started gushing back, waking those bits and pieces at the back of my head.

And suprisingly, i saw EN online. whenever i see her online, i'll be superbly excited, but this time round she sensed my moodiness. and we shared our previous love life.

with. says: (3:35:30 AM)

you know, i don't need my bf to bring me to posh restaurants

with. says: (3:35:44 AM)

i don't need him to stick by me 24/7

with. says: (3:35:52 AM)

i can give him freedom if he wants

with. says: (3:36:05 AM)

i just wanna do the simplest things with him

with. says: (3:36:22 AM)

just lie beside him and gaze the stars

with. says: (3:36:23 AM)

thats it

with. says: (3:36:27 AM)

enough ya know

with. says: (3:36:35 AM)

i know i can do that everytime i see him

blah blah blah...and after all that trashing, i'm still not totally saved, but at least i know someone whom i can ask to gaze at the stars in the sky...

3yrs more, i'm waiting..