Stepping into civilization once again, 2weeks gone in another island. Remote and Restrain..Waking up early wasn't a problem anymore, and as early as today, i'm awake. Love my friends in my bunk, jokers like me. United we stay strong. And i have to say, i have a sergeant that looks like Jerry Yan, with his body and looks, but a malay version. haha..

Spent my entire time sleeping and shitting in tekong, missing everyone on the other side.. And so lucky enough, bui bui is in the same company with me, and Xian was in the same company from previous cahoot too..how nice!

Heading back again this coming sunday, so i'm gonna have a great time before i leave this island again...

Seeya!!

Its 1am in the morning of a 21st wednesday. Counts to a last and final day of freedom. In 48hrs time, i'll be sleeping with my bunk mates in a new environment. All kinds of stories are heard, and its time for me to experience it. My family members are my worries, no more maid cleaning the house and washing the clothes or putting them into the dryer. At least its for 2weeks! My parents are worried, from the way they talk and act, they are already missing me.

But for me, i'm really anticipating to step into these new encounters and adventures.

And for sure there are many misses for me! One important thing is my bolster! hahaha.. Okay. there is tons to miss, tons to feel about. But one person still doesn't get out of my mind... Whisky, Vodka, Red Wine, Sake...blah blah blah. Gin tonic is still the one that i'm missing.

Goodbyes..

My days of counting down. And its 3days left.... Nervous i am, 'steel'...

Decided to get my haircut today while i wait for my friends to turn up for movies. Dragged my mum along with me to witness the blonde to botak. i just realised i have a sharp head, though i always feel its not round enough...

Sentosa tmr morning! and dinner with friends! =)

Today is 17October. Counting down the days, i'm only left with 4days. Woah! Pretty much enjoyed myself these days, stepping into a new world soon. I'll not be a blonde in 2days time, here comes my botak head! Getting my room is great shape before i leave, clear the dust and and pin up my photos. 101photos! Gathering the stuffs for army, tons of thinking and preparations to do. i'm still addicted to my Tony Parsons, how to i read inside...??? no time arh!! I'm gonna be a 'blackie' soon! A messed up blackie. With uneven tanned lines! YuckS! Yes sergeant! No sergeant! Yes Sir! No Sir! argH!

Randoms...

Didn't know how to face my friends early in the morning. Was lost and confused. What to say? ER, its just u and me today? I think thats the best words to use bah. Shit man. really disgusted. Wakeboarding alone isn't fun at all. Its like swimming alone in the open sea. Wasn't fun nor exciting. I rather walk with them and fall my butt on the ground with the waveboard than the wakeboard. Didn't much enjoy myself yesterday, but i sure ache all over from the rounds... (*&^%$#@#$%^ Wanna enjoy cursing tomorrow!!

www.spanishflytv.com/ photos

I'm kite. I'm kite. I'm kite. Being blown off! My God. I couldn't feel worst. All these isn't what i'd expected, i just didn't wanna think like that. God, I'm a kite. I dont feel good, and my mum is the only one who sees it. Ching is listening to my words at 2am in the morning. En wasn't online, probably eating with her mum. Had a long shower to clear the steam, but it still wasn't gone. One last thing, Sky better be my mood. If not thunderstorm will clash on the sixth floor. ARGH!!!

I shall be back to my Tony Parsons...

Why would someone choose to play at a court without net rather than a one with net. Confused.

I almost burn down my house.

the mug that was burning dry. my mum said its burning RED when she saw it at the stove.

Hairdo Hairdo!

Been coming up with hairstyles to play with before its all gone. Mummy tried tying up my hair to imagine the results when shaved. Isn't what i predicted though.

So now i'm going headache again. In dilemma whether to get my head shaved inside or outside.

Happy Birthday. Happy Birthday to Mummy!! Another year of taking care of us with another year of protection. Shocked mummy with roses from daddy! Dad is as shy as ever, so i've planned with my sister to get the roses and ask dad to pass it to her. EFFECTIVE! =P

I finally told them how i felt about my life. Finally told them to let me venture and live on my own. And enlistment into the army comes just nice in place. =O

Feeling ennui for the whole afternoon, i decided to go out... and so nice winnie is free too. So we headed for dinner and kbox! =) After the singing, both of us felt emotional of course. she thought about her love and i talked about my love until the sun started rising, time to go home!

Rushed back home to get Xian's stuff and went down to Safti for his family day. Haha. As silly as ever with that little eyes, he is an oncoming officer already! hope he really likes it there and also the girl! heeeee =P

Having a great sweat with basketball every friday is awesome! but my legs isn't in good shape still. hopefully they will not lose on me till i'm 100?~?!

Anyway, a happy moment for me today. I'm currently on my first step of my investment. My very first cashed in: my new helmet! haha..Satisfaction! there will be the life jacket with the water bag coming up, till then will be the wakeskates, AND soon i'll be pulling by the boat! shiok! Looking forward!

My legs are my biggest worries.. keep it up my elevens. =)

I've ended a part of my life once again. My graduation from Lasalle. Everyone had to be so formal, and fine arts student had never been formal...

So its pretty nervous for us to be queueing up and awaiting the names to be called. I was feeling damn cold, one is the air con in expo, and the other one is of course myself. NERVOUS arh!!! Oh My... Ju and i were so speechless..

Walked briskly, shoke hands, smiled, and received my cert. It marks an end and a new beginning! =)

And i believe my parents are very proud of me, especially my dad. Smiles are written all over his face! hahaha..

Thank you.

Weekends!!! It was a fabulous weekend for me! I got to meet up with alot of people...

Saturday i went over to my eldest cousin's son's full month party. He is so cute! hahaa.. but i dunno why when i first saw him, i had shivers down my spine.

I suddenly felt all cold and still, maybe because the baby was so small, and i'm afraid that i might just hurt him. So in the end i didn't want to carry him. =)

Shopping spree! Bought my first timberland shoe! the shirts are nice but expensive...not sure if they're worth while to own.. And when trying too many shirts, i tend to go crazy! hahaha

Sunday was Open House at Wati's house.. Hari Raya celebration =)

Another fabulous day for me.. working those muscles and hearing them calling for help is so satisfying. I can hear them screaming with every step i take and i'm so gonna continue to torture them!!

i'm sick! hahaha

HANYONG! when will the day come and you wont make me angry for once? Each time i meet you, you will not fail to make me irritated and fed up with you. Everyone knows it, xian knows it, seng knows it, even my family knows it. so Please Please Please get this phrase in mind, i'm your cousin, so i do alot of talking and scolding. but if it was others, they would commit a crime already! Its your attitude!!!

EQ EQ EQ!!!

i'll just spell the mistake you made today, in case you're wondering.

"Who would just walk out of the match silently and start reading the sms? who!?! WHO!?!?!! I was so pissed off! Everyone thought you play punk and just walk out like that. i'm not pissed that you dont know how to play, i'm pissed off with your attitude towards the game. If you felt that that sms was so important, just tell us to take 5 or whatever, do i need to teach you everything? OMG! i wonder how your friends tolerate you?!?!

You're the only hope in your family already. Please wake up!

Great Great Great! I never knew i could make it all the way to Jurong East St 21. I feel good, but my legs dont. hahaha.. These days are torturous, but its just the beginning, there's much more ahead!

Xian is gone for his OCS for at least 3weeks. Seng knocks off pretty late everyday. Clair works hard everyday. I guess i'll just continue with my steps, till the very day i start stepping with the black boots. 29 more days to go.

-I need a new pair of shoe.

-Preparing.

A long weekend, a long period time to cool down and think about the life i prefer in the future.

Was accompanying Xian all the while because he has been contradicting himself all this while about army. i also became the love guru!! hahaha..

Swimming and swimming and swimming. I finally knew how much i love the chlorine water. couldn't stop but took my time in the water. Never felt better! =)

Went over to collect my graduation gown today. And i never knew i look so good in such formal attire! hahaa.. amazing! But my school is still a pathetic loser school, doing stupid surveys for what?!?! the management is just disgustingly weak and slow. Pardon me on that, because i've graduated and i'm still receiving retarded email and replies from the school! ARGH!

See me soon in my gown! (And i just read the lines where they indicated, anyone who takes photographs in the ceremony will be asked to leave the hall.) dumb-ass management! HAHAHAA

i just dont give a damn, i just dont wanna remember i studied in this school...

God! it feels good!!

I didn't know i've been acting on all these foolish stuff for nothing, practically zero! Spending on this and saving for that, and everything seems to end at that very sms i received. Asking myself for a solution is really hopeless, so i turned to my friends. I just assimilate and notice, if i wasn't the one that she worries, i wouldn't need be so concerned anymore.

its just another imbecile action.

Picking them up from the cupboard wasn't part of my life for the past 3 years. Trying them on and fitting into them now really spurs me... It really feels great to be able to fit into size L and one of the size M i had few years ago. 기쁘게!!

God, it feels good...

Maybe you are the one that made me realised this very point in life. =)

나가 당신을 만난 신을 감사하십시오

My God! i'm lost. i'm at a stage where i do not know what i should do. Which step to take? A step to the right or left, take a step back or move a step forward. Practically, whichever step i take is so risky and unpredictable. How should i decide?

Went for museum visiting. Waoh! refreshed my memories of a student. Researching and understanding artworks. =)

Ugly Truth. movie movie movie. First movie since i stepped out of the home. Brings all my theories and philosophy to confirmation. Quotes in the movie 'Guys are Simple'. hahahaa.. I'm a genius!

39days before enlistment. I need you around me. . . . . .

London is far, but i just felt like you sitting in front of me.

I guess i just gotta live with this regret. says: (1:50:47 AM)

your hair is really blond!

I guess i just gotta live with this regret. says: (2:00:03 AM)

omg, you can come here be ang moh lah

I guess i just gotta live with this regret. says: (2:07:47 AM)

if i don't know you and see you in the streets i confirm stereotype you

I guess i just gotta live with this regret. says: (2:18:24 AM)

luckily you got bangzzzzz and not long fringe

I guess i just gotta live with this regret. says: (2:18:37 AM)

hahaha, i still think you look cute laaaaah

I guess i just gotta live with this regret. says: (2:18:46 AM)

bang bang bang!

I guess i just gotta live with this regret. says: (2:19:44 AM)

must maintain bangz!

You guys are not with me, but still with me.

Staying home and watching too many shows makes me feel like a philosopher.

What theories do i have this time? Love of course! Korean drama, HK drama, Taiwan Drama, SG Drama......all about love...

What's about love today? (Just my own opinion)

Love holds no boundaries, is non-realistic, has no control of, is being stupid... ... And i've created this joke;

Your girl falls into the water, knowing she couldn't swim. You gotta jump in to save her. BUT BUT BUT guess what, you'll first remove ur expensive wallet with ur ez-link card, ur credit cards, your sentosa islander. Followed by your watch, cellphone, and Ipod, later the earpiece...

So is this the practical state of mind we have nowadays?!?

i watch too much TV(full.stop)

Credits Mich

After a month of rest, got to visit my grandma already. my mum and i came up with a few excuses for my absence. But my grandma didn't ask much of it, i guessed she's too amazed by my hair! hahaha =P

i didn't wanna stay there and fold the joss paper because the more i fold, the more i imagine the seller counting his money.

The smart one sells the joss paper, while the dumb one folds them.

So i initiated to go shopping at Vivo City. I couldn't miss PageOne whenever i visit Vivo, i really love the atmosphere there, compared to borders or kino.

Dinner was at HKcafe, and i was given a pencil to take orders, and guess what?

I always make full use of the pencil to start my doodling. =)

(And its just nice i dropped the mushroom) hahaha

Second day out, seemingly my first town trip. Ion, Orchard Central, and having the board shop moved to Orchard Central. =(

A second day, and we got to walk from Far East Shopping Centre to The Cathay. WOoh0o..My legs are strong! hahahaa..

An amazing day for me, seems like my friends knew i was out walking. Hah, many of them called to ask me out on the very night. Amusing!!

I forgot all about you. WAO!! what a day for me.

I'm walking, walking!

First trip out to WM to get my haircut. "Blonde?! why blonde gerald??" =P

Met winnie afterwards to Wala Wala at Holland V. Enjoyed the live band and the ambience. But my leg really hurts, and GOD, it rained when i was on the cab home! thanks... -_-

oh my, you are so random. but i like it. hahahaa.. you just cracks me up.

I guess i just gotta live with this regret. says: (11:19:25 PM)

haha, gerald is cute and adorable!

I guess i just gotta live with this regret. says: (11:15:48 PM)

especially with that cute bangzzzzz

Gerald the cook is back. Prepared my own lunch ever since i could stand and balance myself. Suddenly everything seems to be so short for me.. hahaaa

Creamy Nuts with Onions.

haha.. and it tastes pretty good.. =)

Anyway, its the first time i couldn't be there for teachers day. A little sad but HA.. no choice..

I've got them cleared up, got to know exactly how you feel. Sorry about all that. I shouldn't be alive.

An accident just changed everything. Thanks.

Sitting on my sofa all the while, gotta do something. My hands gotta move.. So i've got my cushion as a drawing pad and draw all kinds of stuff.. hahaa.. My sofa is now my drawing pad.

Oh man, i'm feeling good! Not because i couldn't sleep at night, not because i'm still sitting in my wheels, but i'm feeling good because we chatted last night. Last night wasn't a long chat, but still it made my night.

Anyway, i've been rolling on my bed for 4 to 5 hours before i could go to sleep. Pretty hard and tiring to roll and roll, its even tougher than swimming...

All the best for me!

YAH YAH.. almost forgot, i've won TOTO on monday. hahahaa.. although its only 4+1 draw, but its still a win. Winning toto in my current state is really entertaining. hahaa.. Never was a habit to buy, really hit the jackpot this time! Gonna try my luck tmr! =))

I've got to bath! I've got to bath! I've got to bath!

Oh gosh! indescribable! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahaa..i'm feeling clean and i smell nice! gosh, i'm so gonna jump to bed and roll my new skin on it...

God, but facts are still facts. i'm still seated intact on my chair and god knows when i'm walking again. Got to come soon i hope...

Shutting my eyes every night is something i dread for nowadays. I've always love lying down onto my bed and hugging my two bolster. But now, i'm really scared when i'm tired. I really dont wanna recap on the day of the accident.

Images just came whenever i close my eyes, exact mistake, exact damage, exact pain and torture. MAking me feel tired and guilty every night. How to stop it? Does the doctor's medicine help?

I need your help...

Getting myself soaked in the running water is really what i live for. For the second time i couldn't bath because i'm hurt. Damn!

Shit me, mistakes happened and i've got to pay for them. I'm really not knowing whats running in my mind. "Do you always need to get hurt before you get the picture?" my mum said these words to me.

Sitting in my wheels once again, i went into deep thoughts. Did i really need to hurt myself and get everyone around me to worry for me to learn?

I always thought i could do things when others could do. But despite all that, guilts is something not everyone wanna have. Cause its really terrible!!

Being guilty isn't fun, lying on the bed without those eyes shut isn't any fun shit. Jumping right up from dreams isn't cool. I've learnt my mistake, and i've got pretty much to pay for.

Will i ride again? Nope. But will i get on the road again? Yes, i will!

Please kill me instead of seeing you in pain.

Everything is taking its place. Job is really going well, just removed the box and the basket. And its going pretty smooth to me, although all my pillions are complaining about the comfort no more! hahaha!!

Improvement in my life too! getting somewhere and towards there. At least its heading somewhere that i'm looking forward to.

I've made a conclusion yesterday! Grooming oneself really helps! I have girls talking to me, finding topics to start with me. There was this girl in this shop that asked whether my ear hole hurts when i enlarged it, while i'm looking through the jeans. I thought sales personal should ask what am i looking for or what can they help me in size and design. It really made me concluded this theory.

My grandma went into the hospital because she's being breathless for awhile. So worried about her, but i'm sure to remember her coolness! haha..

Opportunity comes and goes! Nobody can predict, nobody can know. As long as its grabbed hold of and made a success, Its all worth it! =)

Upcoming opportunity is here! gotta grab it!

Malaysia, near yet far. My heart has been missing for 2days already. Call me back soon.

Ms You.

Despatch wasn't really a job people look up to. A service line and a way of transporting their important documents to another party. Trusting in us as well as not giving us our respect. Contradicting yeah!

Anyway, i got to know Uncle Lim, who stays at my old block. What a coincidence! He was a cab driver and is my dad's friend too. He has been working in this line and company for years already. He's going for Op on his eye, so i'm gonna take over his Jurong Island deliveries. New experience!

I never thought listening to a old man talk in hokkien for 2hrs can be so fulfilling! hahaha

What is my feeling now? Lethargic? Enervated? Spiritless? Lifeless? Languid? Languorous? Inactive? Inert? Sluggish? Torpid?

Its all of the above!

Listless is the word! I really wonder why. Is there a hidden meaning in your words yesterday? I hear nothing from you today. ARGH!

I'm drinking water!

Oh man, second day of work and i realised something. Despatch riders ride more lifts than their bikes. hahaa.. i've been visiting different offices and places to collect and deliver, waiting and standing, scanning and screening. Standard procedures before entering the office.

Especially DBS building. 47storeys high with only 1 cargo lift, So damn stupid!!

But I've learn something from this job already, not only i got more familiar with the places and roads, i've also learn how to be more confident in riding. And also where to avoid stupid summon people! hahahaa

Went for Transformers Revenge of the Fallen movie, pretty cool and funny! i just didn't like the part where the director wants the transformers to transform right in front of the screen. Never a part where they show a full image of it transforming. Its all these metal parts flying and turning right in front of the screen. Its not cool if it happens all the time.

ANYWAY, you made me miss you.

At last, a month of waiting, the guy finally called me to confirm my job. Had to go all the way to Golden Mile Complex to retrieve the bike. Hoping that my bike wasn't any disgusting colour, i got RED! =) (At least its not some disgusting blue.) (And and and, it has a uncle box and uncle basket at the front. hahaha)

Its a semi-auto bike, which is really user friendly. but i would prefer a bike with clutch, its gives me more control of it.

Anyways, went around singapore to send this and collect that, din have the time to eat, or rather i din felt like eating.

Finished off all the deliveries and i'm dead tired! oh man! But i had fun and i'm more confident on the road. And i finally understand why my dad always scolds some drivers. =)

Happy Father's Day!

Especially to my daddy! cause he is the best dad... =) Love him to the core! Although he always calls me out for nice food in SG and makes me very贪吃, i still go out with him to have all those delicious food. Also because of him, Xian calls me 路神的儿子. hahaaa..

Appreciates all these 21years of being responsible for me!

Brought him to watch 3D Monsters Vs Aliens movie at vivo city, as well as dinner at some hongkong restaurant. He was quite amused by the 3D actions and balls flying out of the screen.. so cute la he! =))

Got him a comfort remote car yesterday. So my sis rushed the 'advertisement' for the cab! Upon seeing the cab when i drive that car out from my room, he was like complaining wasting money la, its for small kids la, blah blah blah, but we could tell he is happy. And he was happily playing with it when he got control of the remote. hahahaa

Still a little kid to me!

Have been researching the ways of getting healthy. Been through the internet and hearing people say how i should or should not do. There were tons of scientists out there proving this and that.

But i've analyse it and i'm sure of what to do. Written everything down and sticked one of the note on the fridge.

Pretty hope that i'll get myself healthy and good shape in few years time. And hope my Army life wouldn't ruin it, which is unlikely. Anyways, i'll begin everything tomorrow.

17 June 2009 marks the day of a new beginning in me!

Gonna stop being so贪吃!

Back from Tekong. Hard journey. Imagined i would be doing the same thing in 5months time. Oh My! I hate the goodbyes, don't feel or look good. Although its just 2weeks, but people make it sound like 2years. 

Sorry for the blurred image.

Last lunch with xian, till we meet again 2weeks later. we predicted he would be looking black and black! hahaha.. While having lunch, he was particularly disgusted by this pretty boy, and he hopes he has nothing to do with him. But we'll never know whether they would be in the same bunk, after all a company is only 200 odds NSF.

Awaits my turn for goodbyes!

Woke up pretty early today, preparing myself for the day every guy dread. Sending xian off to Tekong later. 

Knowing i couldn't be late, i couldn't sleep. merely closed my eyes, and the next moment i'm flipping again.

There are still dreams, some short dreams. Being funny with Mr. Adam was one of it. Random. The other one was out of no where too. Sometimes i just feel like calling her, asking whether she is doing fine. Besides, we still shared wonderful moments together. 

Back to preparation. =)

Cannot be late.

Cleared my room and changed into a new look. As some of my friends know, i keep changing the design of my room. Things are practically the same, but position are always different. Thats something in me which i dont really understand why.

Previously

 

Currently

 

Not really fancy about it, but i think i'm gonna change again soon. =) *if i got the time.

Am packing my cupboard in the middle of the night, got this urge to change everything again. And my parents always say i'm 三分钟热度。Anyway, its my room! =)

I realised something when i'm packing halfway, i tend to do silly things to my stuff. making them interact with realistic objects. 

My cupboard is done for the night. i shall change my interior of my room tomorrow. Pictures tmr! =)

BBQ was on! With Adil's relatives, so i was invited too. Went over to the place at woodlands, when there is really alot of people. I was the chef of the night, and so i bbq food for them. serving them was so fun. 

Played with the children of course! soccer and running around. making kids happy is what i enjoy. =) 

Sometimes I really wonder whether am i acting like an adult already. 21 years old? no more fun?

Went for ikea trip with the boys. I always love the idea of looking around. Walking and searching, waiting for that particular item sitting at that corner just to catch my attention. GaoRen got his stuff he wanted and was happily carrying it back home.

Was suppose to meet up with min, but i guess she's not free ba.. 

Called Jes over for mahjong, but i fell asleep even before she called me back. What a pig i am! hahaaa..

Richard is leaving SG today. He's gonna study over at London for his degree, and so i sent him off at the airport. Gonna miss his jokes and his wonderful stories. 

Came back to Richard's hostel with xian to retrieve his computer as it needs to be shipped over.

Xian and i was planning what to do for the night, so i cycled him over for prawn fishing near the bird park. Its not the same anymore! the amount of prawns were miserable. caught only 3, like so wasted.

Sun breaks the sky and we went over to Quality Prata to have our breakfast. Finally got the chance to bring him for the delicious prata!

Flea market was on once again this weekend. Saturday and Sunday were another days of fun. Although i had to carry stuffs here and there, but being the coolie of the weekend is really great. Sold pretty much stuff on saturday. Rain was on and off, pretty much playing with our patience. Carrying the clothes in and out really tire us out.

Sunday was great too, i had my wonderful time with the little kids, running around and joking with them. Guiding them with their mathematics and spellings. Teaching them some ways of life, i really love teaching.

While playing soccer with the boys, i actually taught a stranger who was struggling with the waveboard. And his 'thank you' worth so much to me! 

Sometimes these little words make the day.

Lasalle Graduation Show '09. Been selected a time slot as a gallery sitter. Sounds nice, buts its just the security guard of the gallery space. Anyway, i did my homework while sitting, so it wasn't any bit of wasting time. Off the lights, locked the doors, handed over to the 'real' securities, and i'm off back home... 

Went out in the evening and caught the movie, Night In The Museum 2. What a hilarious movie. 

One of the scene which made me laugh like mad. Simply irritating. Braundon!

I believe i'm now too numb to other kind of genre movies. Like gore, violent, romance and thriller, they couldn't satisfy my demand.

And i realised i could only lose myself when watching comedy, adventure and action. They usually make me laugh and go WOAH! simply personal. =)

Anyway, we went over to the new FilmGarde at Bugis. The place is pretty big and empty, maybe its due to the high ceiling and super long escalator...

Whats after movie?

Billiard of course! we wouldn't miss out a chance to play. Was quite accurate for the night, and i just found the way to aim far shots. Super happy =) Apparently i still lost. -_- 

Been seeing all the great heights all these days, high high above makes the vision clearer and further. Makes me ponder on my future and the targets i would have to achieve.

Looking into my wallet the other day, looking at myself, looking at the changes upon time. People really changes. Whether its for the better or the worst, we don't stay put at where we are. 

So i thought to myself, and i also told my mum, every step we take is a learning step. So even though i'm not doing something about FineArts now, but i've learn something about it and put to use in my life. As long as we do not stay at where we are, we are still walking, learning, changing...

Met up with Xian to pass him shirt and tie for his Graduation Ceremony. Brenna called awhile later to meet me, so i thought of meeting together. So the three of us went Power Nasi Lemak for our dinner. And we were chatting alot about insurance and army when we suddenly wanted to watch movie, so we were checking out for movies with our phones. Saw 17 Again at the 11:20 timeslot, and its already 10:30, so we rushed all the way to Jurong Point to get the tickets, but then we realised that GV was closed, and the time slot was for the morning slot. 11:20, not 23:20.

I'm so cock-up! hahahaa

Xian left home afterwards, so Soong and i went over to Japanese garden for prawn fishing. Its been some time, but my skills were still intact. 

Her First Prawn!

Fishing for her second prawn.

Fishing for my 4th prawn.

Finally a decent photo ever since i know her.

7 prawns for the night 28dollars for 3hrs, and 4dollars for each prawn. hahahaa.. After which we went over to Lakeside Park. Never been there before, so the both of us were chilling by the lake. 

It all started on Monday, when i would see this everyday.

Started to dress myself, smart and tidy, look and smell nice. Today is the second lesson, while everyone was already comfortable with each other since yesterday and chats were heard and disturbing the class. Adults already, people! 

Anyway i was happily attending the class, knowledge were literally thrown into my head. Tons and tons of terms and concepts, definitions and examples to memories and understand. I'm just having problems with the terms. Pretty hard to understand the different terms. 

Calculations today just made me felt like learning math all over again. 4 yrs since i lasted tried a math question. 

2 more lessons to go.

I hope i can do it, passed the exam and proceed towards the next step in life.

Wish me luck!

Happy Mother's Day!

Sis and i brought mummy around, went over to Zouk Flea, then was Marina Square. Stuffed ourselves with food first then i told mum that we are bringing her to the flyer(which is not true). Walking from marina square towards the direction of the flyer, she keep saying NO NO NO. waste money, etc. Then we purposely walk pass the Kenko fish spa, where her eyes shone! hahaa.. then she keep saying do this ma, do this better, do this nicer, etc. So my sis and i was giggling and laughing when we told her, 'Yah lah! we are bringing you here la.. hahahaaa' 

Picture of my legs.

Pranked my mum! she was so happy! she loves her feet after the fish spa! 

Interviews these few days, and i found my target in life. Looking forward to a future i want and need. I have to step away from the childish acts and step into an adult life. 21years of happiness, its a time for hard work and determination. To prove to myself and people that i will have a break through, and i'm not a happy go lucky person. I'm not a person who dont think about anything or a person who just smiles and smiles... 

ONE DAY.

Went for Ice Skating, with Seng and Akira. Ten thousand years ago since i last stepped into the ice rink. This time its Kallang Leisure Park. The feel and the environment was totally different, expensive, small, dull, boring and smelly. But still i enjoyed skating around the rink. I wouldn't wanna go back to skate. Maybe the next time i skate would be in another winter somewhere around the world. =)

Went to meet Xian and Ting. We spent the night chatting about friends and matters. And badminton, and even marriage. hahaha..

Met up with Junrong and Edith to play L.O.D. Headache arh!!! stayed in the lan shop till the sun shines hard on us. 

I will never stay up late till dawn just to play LAN. Period.

Sister said she booked a table for dinner at Outback, and so she instructed me to dress nicely for it. Met my mum and adil and we were 5mins late for the dinner, while sis was already waiting.

Dinner was wonderful! We ate our fills and while waiting for our bill, the Outback crew came towards me with a cake and sang birthday song! I froze and was stunned! I couldn't stop laughing because i should  have expected it.. I, Gerald was pranked! hahahaa

After that we went for bowling and pool and Daytona! haha.. And caught the Wolverine Origins movie.

Action pack, Wolverine was so cool! but some parts were expected. Enjoyed the show still. And it was really fun bringing mummy out for midnight shows and fun. She said she would follow us to clubbing! hahaaa.. wooh0o!!

Surprised! I admit i'm surprised! Its pretty hard to surprise my director mind, and i'm thankful my family surprised me with a birthday cake. 

Waiting in the store room for my arrival, singing birthday song, blowing the candles, cutting the cake, all these gestures are what everyone will do, but the feelings i had was unforgettable. For the fact that they spent time to deceive me that the cake in the fridge was not for me, and the time spent in the storeroom. Thank You!

Happy 3rd Anniversary to my Knee. =)

28th April is my birthday! Happy Birthdays were flying their way either with facebook or sms. Greetings were appreciated! 

A day for me to be content in life, a day for thanksgiving, and a day to have fun!

Adil called me out for movies. Friday the 13 was the movie, BOOM BOOM BANG BANG, would be the way i describe the movie. Gore and violent. 

A day that made me realised the meaning of happiness, the purpose in life and the future i want. 

Happy Birthday to ME!

Asked Seng and Xian along for wake-boarding, at the 360˚ wake-board park. Seng din wanna play because he was afraid he might just snap his shoulder, so he was the photographer for the day. And for xian and i, we went for an hour of fun. Xian was still getting the hang of it, but for me, i was surfing for few rounds, until i wanted to try the half pipe for the last round. Sadly, i fell and the turn was wasted.

(Photos and videos with Seng)

Sunday Sunday! it was a dinner at International Restaurant i thought, but mummy asked whether wanna go ice-skating, singing or play billiard. hahaa.. never would expect my mum say billiard. Anyway, we went chinatown kbox to sing, to have great fun. Its my first time bringing my mum and sister together. We were singing and laughing, screaming and dancing. Loads of fun.

After which we went for dinner, and my grandma was there. so nice to see her out of the house. We filled our tank full, and went for billiard afterwards with xian. =)

Its saturday morning, when i slept at 4am in the night just to prepare my portfolio. Yawning while taking the train, struggling with the 3 folders, late already arh!!

Had a quite nice chat in the resource room. saw some friends and teachers that i haven seen for awhile.

Rushed home to end my struggle, and rushed to meet seng to get chicken wings. BBQ in the night. Many friends came, even tianhong, and i suppose everyone had their fun too. And Happy Birthday Kang! water bomb fight was on after 12 to celebrate.. =)

At last my 3years of studying in Lasalle has ended. Assessment is tmr morning, and i've finished setting up. The sense of achievement and accomplishment really struck me when i was walking home today. The work and the sweat spent, the friends and the lecturers, the stupid golf course and the old school, made me somehow miss the school, its hard to say goodbye.

But still, i'm happy i've finished it, and i'm on my way further in life. To meet my goals and build a future for myself.

At last, my hard work pays off with 2 demerit points! God was my middle name for the day. hahaha..

nervous i was these few days, as i count down the days till date. Seated at the waiting area at 8am, feeling nervous of course. But through the test course was safe and sound, no hiccups, no crazy pedestrians. And i was soon seated again at the waiting area, where everyone was eager to know the results. 

90 of us were on test, but only 43 passed. were so happy when we all knew we passed, but upon collecting the checklist, when we compared points, i was named 'God' by the boys. 2points! unbelievable, even i never dreamt about that. i just knew i did my best! =)

So i guess i'll be smiling in my sleep tonight! =)) happy boy now! 

ITS COMING! ITS COMING!!

OMG..tons and tons of events, meeting, stuff, people, dates, outings, birthdays, all coming soon!!

13April! My days of hard training.

25April! My days of hard work.

26April! Birthday celebration.

28April! My 21 years of living.

29Arpil! My knee's 3rd Anniversary.

02May! Wedding Dinner.

Esplanade Exhibition, Diploma Show, Redang Trip, and finally......

National Service...

In aproximately 5months time, i would be serving my national service. And i really really really hope to get a blue letter...

In the mean time, time for references and touch-ups to do... =)

And i hope i would have a good friday tomorrow.. 

Its another year where we celebrates daddy's birthday! Another year passed, and he is another year older, which means i'll have to take over his position as the provider soon. Its not about the stress and the pressure, but its about the responsibility that i have to make them happy, like how they brought us up. I'm just looking forward to the day.

Anyway, we went for dinner at Dian Xiao Er. A traditionally decorated chinese restaurant, located at JP2. We had the healthy set for 4, and we were darn full. I love the place, and i wouldn't mind having my meals there again.

After that, we went for movie! Jackie Chan, how nice, like what we used to do when jackie chan's movie was showing in the past. Great show, although wasn't much fighting involved, but still shocking and hilarious. =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!

Went for STPI Opening 2009. Which i've not been there or seen them for a very long time already. Talking to them and inking or even tearing up the yellow pages just reminded me of the days when i was an intern. Saw Clair's lecturer, but i suppose she forgotten me already.

All done, and i have to rush down towards Republic Poly.

It was my first time going for a Malay Dance Musical if i were to describe it. It was Liyana's first dance production, and of course the part time boyfriend and friends would support her. It was all in Malay, and so Cordelia and i was lost in words. Just watch then. =)

Good Job Li.

April's Fool.

New Month.

New Goals.

All about fooling around!

=)

Sentosa with the boys. We did kayaking at Siloso beach. Was quite a good and sunny day, when we get to play volleyball. Not like the other 2times when it rained. -_-

The both of us had kayaking racing. Omg! i'm aching all over now. It was my first time kayaking, so i slowly got the hang of the paddling and the falling and getting back on. 

Night was only Xian and me, Seng had to sleep for his Driving tmr morning. So we went for billiard! won '$20' from Xian! hahahhaa.. PRIDE! 

Surprisingly met Jessica and Ma Xiaoling, so we had supper together, and pool too. But later we went back to Xian's home to sleep. Dropped dead!

Stayed up through the night almost, just to tagged the clothes and to pack them up, salutes to my sis, she could finished them up till the next morning and still walking straight. hahaa..

We were having a flea market through the weekend at the big splash, East Coast. So dad fetched us down with tons of clothes. sales wasn't good on saturday.

But sunday was incredible! Xian and Seng came to support. Seng got to demo the Angel Massage to others because of his Devil Wings. Got to know Shuhui and Tyris. Closing was good, and we all had great fun setting up the stall together. Next month!

26March'09. Met Brenna for movies! We went for Paul Blart Mall Cop. Funny show, although i could tell what's the next scene, but we both had a great laugh... 

Went to look for Xian after the movie, since he just started working at the Glass House. Got to see him at the rubbish chute area, all covered with Fish smell even standing next to the bin. As he ends work at 11pm, so i thought of bringing her to Timbre Bar, Substation. And we did had a jug, with 'Goodfellas' serenades music to our ears...

After the blasting of music, my fingers were so itchy for the guitar, so i played till 3am when i fulfilled my ego. hahahaa...

Wednesday was a day off. Had my Self-practice, and met Adil afterwards. We went to look for helmet stickers. Got to this shop near Ah Boy, the auntie really had attitude problems, basically everyone from that shop has attitude problems. Sick people. Money or Pride?

Anyway, we got all sweats out for the $1 stickers. Dig and dig into the box of stickers. hahahaaa.

The both of us were all tire out, and we went Jurong Swimming Complex to 'Lepak'. Did our chats about money! hahaha..

Ever since Pioneer station started its operation, i've been traveling and returning by train. I would take 45mins to travel from Pioneer to Bugis, but somehow i miss the long hours on the bus. I felt like human when i decided to take bus 51 to school today. Sitting in the bus was so much sweeter than the robotic feeling on board the train. 

Weekend is here and celebration was for my friends in their 21 years of living.

Saturday, celebrating Samantha's 21st birthday at Aloha Loyang. Its quite far inside, where we have nothing much to do and i'm not invited some more. Anyway, i wished that she would have a bright future in her University and marriage...

the primary school friends.

Sunday was better! ITS MY DA GE's BIRTHDAY!!! TYC is finally 21. We all had fun, poker and mahjong, lunch and dinner at his chalet at Aranda Chalet. The most fun we had was in the room where we were killing each other! haha.. Busy buibui, have to entertain so many people. But anyway wishing that my Da Ge would get married soon to his love! And give birth soon, I WANNA BE GODFATHER!!!!

=)

Met up with richard and spiker on a friday evening, to deal with some animal behavior problem. hahaa..anyway, we went for movie, Watchmen.

Its draggy and long, but still got the whole picture of the show. Doesn't really interest me with the story line, but Rorschach was damn cool! long duration for the movie, made me run after the last train for the first time!

Sitting in the empty train really made me bored. So i decided to give Brenna a ring and asked her out.

Met her at JurongPoint and we went for shopping spree at the 24hrs Fairprice. Its been so long since we last saw each other, and so we chatted till early morning; skating, talking, exercising, drinking till 7am was like so fast...

A quiz that brought me to realization. 

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Presentation is over, not bad was the comment. She added, 'Gerald, i can see its better than last semester, and i can also see the effort you put in'. But i suppose everyone thinks that i haven done any effort on it rather than my partner. But surprisingly, its the other way round.

Anyway, nothing much to feel bad about i guess, just the effort and commitment used up wasn't recognized. Maybe i'm always in the same kind of shoe when i was involved with the sound ministry.

Being Recognized? Is it something everyone wants to achieve in life? Do i wanna achieve that? Do i need it? 

I ponder all the time......

Critique was back again for me, its happening today. Which i told myself to be prepared for Salleh to 'tekan' me. And indeed he was really saying nothing but useless comments for me. My grandma could say better!! I really wonder why lecturers don't help students? But reprimand them for not satisfying the requirement. Idiots! 

*Not all lecturers!

Anyway, i'm just angry with his useless and in-constructive comments! I'll prove you wrong!

School hasn't been nice for me, i'm not feeling anything great about this final term, which somehow will sum up to my diploma cert. But i'll just do my very best, to satisfy my idea rather then other people. I'll show you i can do it!

Pissed!

Friday night, when suddenly i got the urge to cycle, so i called up Seng to join me and Xian for a CCK/YewTee hunt. Hunting for a hdb flat with balcony. hahaha..

Pretty tough because we all wasn't familiar with the houses around, so we spent the whole night searching between streets and carparks, but we still didn't manage to find it. After which we went back for a rest at Gombak MAC, when the both of them feel asleep. But for me, I'm enjoying my HotTea and HotCakes!!

Anyway, they both can't stand the cold, so we cycled back to Seng's jacuzzi for a dip and soon we were all falling onto his bed...ZZZZZzzzzzz....

Arrival

Room awaits US!

Our Crib.

Expensive Lunch

Night Market

My craze for power rangers

Time to sleep

Breakfast

Our guide through the forest

Deceased LiShan!

Lunch

Man-made water fall

Dinner

Fire-Fly cruise

Time for bed

Breakfast

10years later guys!

I'm Back, HOME! 3days of my life spent in Malaysia, at Kota Tinggi Rainforest was indeed a life experience i yearn for. Involving with the natural livings, the simple lifestyle and the wonders of nature, really made me felt like 'what the hell are we doing to this earth?'

The first day was lethargic, hiccups were ubiquitously. Firstly was the people stucked at the checkpoint, secondly was the expensive economic beehoon, thirdly was the long hours of free time, and lastly was the trip to the night market. Really was sedate and stagnant. But we still had fun with the gang. We even set-up massage parlour in room 401.

Second day was really wonderful, although we woke up pretty early, we all had breathtaking experiences during the jungle trek. This was my first time walking along the trails in the jungle. we had this cute uncle who was leading us through, who brought us deep inside, by muddy trails and 'leaching' paths. Caught a leach, and was named LiShan afterwards. some of them were leached and i can really hear the girls screaming and shouting for their dear life! hahahahaa...

Upon finishing the trek, it started to rain, all of us were trapped indoors. Supposed to visit the Natural Waterfall but end up visiting the man-made waterfall in the pool of our resort. hahahaa..we still had fun of course! My friends were laughing like crap when i was imitating the natural behavior of a whale. 

Dinner was BBQ, which they said was delicious. the sad thing was i'm feeling feverish(due to the long hours or minimum movement in the pool.), resulting in lost of appetite, therefore i MISS ALL THE GOOD Foooooo000000OOOOOO000000ooooooD!!!!

Took medication later, rested awhile and i started my nonsense again. 

Visited the FireFly cruise in the night, where the atmosphere and surrounding really made it romantic. the cool air breeze was just right, the sparkles on trees were astonishing! And my friend shouted, 'I wanna have my honeymoon here!' hahaha..

I was dropping dead when i reached the room, was having fun in the night, but soon i fell asleep on my friend's bed. Really zonked!

This morning was lethargic again, slept real well in the coach until we reached Jusco, when we only had 40mins to shop. So we were like 'Amazing Race', rushing with the time! but at least we got foo0000000oood! 

HOMED...........

SLEEPS.........................

Surprisingly, we got to book the badminton court over at the stadium. Asked xian along to play, as well as granny. Everyone was really having fun, and for me, i really miss playing it with ting, and the old primary school mates. Jueyi, my primary school doubles partner. Oh my!

i have a strong heart, to withstand all kinds of blows. i hope....

Dental appointment on valentine's day. how nice! haahahaa.. Dr. Koo had no comments for my brushing of teeth. i never hear such remarks from a dentist before, even when i was forced to go for dental checks in schools. i was told and demonstrated how to brush on the super big fake teeth. those days....

A day for me to realise what love really is. Sitting while waiting for my two females to finish shopping, i got a chance to look and observe the people around. Seated along orchard road, couples were all around the place. Boy or Girl, Young or Old, Big or Small, Dark or Fair, Fat or Slim, it doesn't really matter when it comes to love. I see gays, lesbians too, SO? although i'm not quite fancy about it, but its love to them. its kind of sweet to see older couples holding each other and walking slowly alongside. Others with same coloured shirts, but to them, same coloured hairs. Sweet. =)

Riding on a Super IIII. Wooh0o!! I told myself to be confident and just do it. And i really did it. Was really excited and felt a real strong achievement after hitting the 3rd gear.

Today was playing billiard and pool with Adil and Xian. The triple threat match was really exciting. Rather than the normal 8ball game. Adil fetched me home, and i have a spinning headache now. Not sure is it because of the cheese cake, or the cold weather when riding. I just feel like vomiting now. OMG!

Went down to Siloso beach this time with xian. Wasn't any sun appearing, but at least we swam around and built my hot-dog bun sand sculpture. 

(Snapshots from the videos)

Been skating around sentosa, and i could tell that xian improved alot. Went to play with my cousin, but i guess it wasn't really a great day for waveboarding.

I fell! third time in my skating career. But i dont think i will win Xian, cause he fell 4times in a day! haha. and i guess 3 times were partially my fault. =))

SHIT SHIT SHIT. What lousy luck! i told myself not to use his board anymore, but this time i just did an ollie with his board and i broke it into 2 pieces. OMG! What lousy board, its literally hollow inside. Cheat money de! And now i have to pay him. -_- what a day?!?

Went for badminton today, like finally i get to play! It was with my sister's colleagues, at Safra Mt Faber. First few matches was really just a warm-up for me, after that was really my game. hahaha. There was a guy name Alex who played pretty good, and as i got to team up with him, the rest were like NO!!!!!!! hahahahaa

But my all time team mate ADIL was great! haha..we really have teamwork. =)

Anyway everything was really fun until the time to go home. Was really rather awkward, so i just kept quiet.

Pulled my sister back home from JP on the waveboard. hahaa..she was balancing herself all the time, and i had to pull her all the time. But its really fun and when people give that ? face, i just feel like asking them, "you wanna try?" =x

I never once took a picture together with my grandfather before.

CNY this year was as usual. Somehow i dont feel any festive mood. As if it was just another day for me. Though i was looking forward to gambling and those ang bao(s). Since i only do that once a year. So i thought i should just play and play. 

Lose and Win, Win and Lose, not sure whether did i really win or lose, but i enjoyed the excitement when peeking into the cards.  

Going over to relatives, friends and teacher's home to visit. Giving the oranges away seem just like a gesture. Even my friends dont take the oranges out of the paper bag when greeting the owner of the home. Not sure what will be the meaning anymore.

Anyway, i still had fun around my family and friends. Happiness should be the only key to be used on any day.

Wish all a Happy Lunar Bull Year. =)

These few days i wasn't leaving my board any second. After i changed the wheels, i literally skate it anywhere and everywhere. Around the West, my college, almost anywhere that can skate. 

And so my journey of skating starts, and i'm teaching Xian and Adil how to play and my sis too. Although she haven really get it. But for the boys, they really learn fast, and was quite confident skating. So these are videos of us playing and before they master it. =)

There a few more with Xian. And a particular video when he manage to master the 'jumping on the board' stunt. haha, We tried 'wheelie' and also 'sitting on the board'. hahaa, damn fun! If ever Xian is really interested to skate alongside with me, i think i'm gonna get the $99 waveboard. =)

how long, you tell me how long already? how long have i been teaching you. communication is the bridge to love and communication helps everything and anything. But when she slams the door, u choose to aim the arrow at me, blasting at me. 

I dont blame you for not waking me, its just a habit and it takes time to nurture a new habit. But thats not what u think hor. u want ur son to be 'magic'. tadah! the next morning and subsequent mornings i'm jumping off my bed. realistic man.

Dont blame me for shouting or not understanding about how u feel. but how many times i teach u already, think before saying something. Is whatever u're saying constructive? Does it help the situation? Or is it still the same? 

You know its never hard to be a mother, its just the thinking. When was the last time we quarrelled?? just thinking before u start slamming things and shouting. 

after everything, do u know why i'm angry? No. its not because u din wake me up, its because all my plans are foiled, so i'm fed-up. and u choose to blast at me. so sorry lor.. wrong time. 

Disappointments are not only parents, you should just learn to understand her. =)

Sunday was not a bad day for me though. I went out with Xian to places to get stuffs.

First stop was Queensway, to see what Gary could match for me. But after browsing in his shop, none of the designs interest me or xian, so we left for Peninsular Plaza instead.

Second stop was to get my wheels for my Waveboard. Its my first time getting such materials for boards or skates, so i'm quite a noob to the sales person.

Third stop was at Parkway Parade. Esprit was the shop and the discount was the goal! Entered the place and it was messed up alright. Piles of clothes thrown everywhere and people queueing for changing rooms and cashiers, but we still managed to get our shirts and jeans. DISCOUNT IS WOAH!!! =)))

SiewYing was attending us and we were there to make her happy too, but maybe i was a bit extra. hahaa.. and and xian! u should really dont care so much and just talk to her and make her laugh, the shyness should end already. If it persist, she might just lose interest. =))

Forth stop was NTUC 24hrs at JP2. Dad came home to pick up the whole family for CNY goods and snacks. Woah! and numbers was on the receipt. =))

WTF, i dont feel good today! Everything around me, everything in me, just dont feel right. Every single strand of hair itches, every single pore on my skin itches, every toes itches, everything itches! ARGH!!!!!@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG MAN!

I miss my fai fai! Wanna talk to him, but house is cramped up with tons of stuff to do. I dont feel any new with cleaning everything when i'm always cleaning the house. And my fucking nose! used up my whole tissue paper already, shower hot water already, still has a fucking nose! 

ARGH!!!!

I need a break!

Oh my, i dyed my hair! haha, 3 years since i last dyed. It should be Ash Blonde colour if i'm not wrong. Din want a brown or red cause its so common. And i initially wanted a blue, but its either too bright or too dark, so i settle on ash blonde instead. =)

Went shopping after that, but i'm real lost in this year's CNY, really dont know what i wanna wear. Everywhere, everyone, everything is so boring. I need something special to spice up my life.

OMG! everything isn't going by planned now, i'm lost. I din know she knew and i din know how to answer and so now i'm messed up. Not sure what will be the next step and what would i say and i'm sure it's not gonna be the same anymore. I not sure whether to keep to the plan or change plan B, but anyhow its still isn't a surprise anymore. I suck man... So now what? I think i really should fly my own kite.

i had never been so fulfilling for a very long time already. I had a 20 laps swim at Clementi pool, a nice tanning and a morning call for her at 10am. 

Dieting is really tough man, 

- Shall not have any fried food.

- Shall stop having any fruits after 4pm.

- Shall not have dinner after 6pm.

I have to get a heavy lunch, so i wont feel hungry in the night, but now i'm hungrily staring into the screen right now. Drinking water just to make my tummy feel alittle better, but what dreads me the most is to pee every 15-30mins. Somebody please tell me dieting is a simple task! hahahaa.... 

Pulau Ubin, missed the place so much, not because of the mosquitoes of course. Its the track and the muddy trials that make cycling even more exciting. 

But surprisingly i suddenly felt chest pain and i vomited. Woah, its so long since i last vomited. I'm not sure is it because i din have enough sleep, i din ate a lot of breakfast or i exert too much strength at a short amount of time.

 

Anyway, i was fine afterwards. Went to the watch tower to sight see the greens and the blues.

So after its time to leave the island, we went chomp chomp to have dinner. And now i owe xian 20bucks! 

Met xian in the night for running, supposed to travel to his home and run all the way to CCK, but i missed the last bus, so we ran around jurong west instead. And i broke the front wheel of my waveboard, not sure to buy a new skates that cost 100bucks or a 99dollars waveboard. hmmm....

Woah! New 2009 brings me more joy than ever..

- knowing this girl who brought back the feelings once again.

- school seems to be more fun. 

- fai made me happy.

- friends are back again.

- and the new Pioneer MRT is coming in feb! 

many joys to say, but now i have a goal to be accomplished. So till the day i hear yes, i shall not say more. hahahaa.. =))

Fai's existance made me realised something i've been thinking about all these time. Thinking and making stories in my head, telling myself what i've done wrong. But now i know, everything isn't controlled by me, its your problem and i'm just another passerby.

Its been almost 1year since i saw Fai physically. i visited him at Macau for a week and now he returns for SG for a week too. This time, i got to know Bevin which i never talked to before and i started to have conversation with Wilson, but i suppose awkwardness was still in the midst.

Anyway, i really had a great time this week, spending time with love ones is really how happiness should be written.

And so fai left by saying, 我很开心开心开心开心开心!