I'm relieved, I get to speak to london on my birthday, at least now its 00:00 and i'm listening to her.

Been out with my buddies to dinner, and we got ourselves neoprints.. Like centuries before when i last smile into the machine. 4yrs back was long...

At 00:01, she says she's going down to get tissue, did she realised its passed my birthday already? Maybe its because of the time lapse, the 7hr gap that she's still living on 27th April. hmmm..

I wanna meet alot of people, many of my friends which i haven been going out with, like my STPI friends, and lasalle friends..

Just went over to lasalle for a few mins to catch them, but they're already leaving home. And i also miss those at STPI. our volleyball games.....

I just need that someone to stay with me for at least today..

I had this great dream on tuesday night. I was in camp and the dream was ongoing till Mingshen's alarm starts ringing. Crashed my beautiful dream.

Anyway, that wasn't the worst, i spill the cup of tea all over the table. Come back to REALITY. i guessed thats what its telling me.

I was holding hands with london, walking alongside each other, taking her around and showing her around the place, going shopping with her, gazing the stars side by side. How sweet. But its all a dream.

I just told her about it just now, and she just said...Erm. Okay. You dream too much Liao, Lol.

she always leaves so soon, and i couldn't talk to her much, maybe she's real busy at the other end of the world. London!! argh!

Reading those past history we had during 2009 was fun. and she wasn't holding back at all.

time to do some dreaming again. Can't wait to fly over 7hrs back...

oh God.. whenever i blog nowdays, i'm feeling moody or emo. no more happy hanhan.

i called her today, imposing as xian, cause i din want the awkwardness. but without knowing, she talked to me without holding back, so memories just started gushing back, waking those bits and pieces at the back of my head.

And suprisingly, i saw EN online. whenever i see her online, i'll be superbly excited, but this time round she sensed my moodiness. and we shared our previous love life.

with. says: (3:35:30 AM)

you know, i don't need my bf to bring me to posh restaurants

with. says: (3:35:44 AM)

i don't need him to stick by me 24/7

with. says: (3:35:52 AM)

i can give him freedom if he wants

with. says: (3:36:05 AM)

i just wanna do the simplest things with him

with. says: (3:36:22 AM)

just lie beside him and gaze the stars

with. says: (3:36:23 AM)

thats it

with. says: (3:36:27 AM)

enough ya know

with. says: (3:36:35 AM)

i know i can do that everytime i see him

blah blah blah...and after all that trashing, i'm still not totally saved, but at least i know someone whom i can ask to gaze at the stars in the sky...

3yrs more, i'm waiting..