sick of the world...

sick of everything around..everyone around me...looks like this world isn't that loving anymore..why do i wanna serve God when everything you have in the end is just disappointment and disgusting people trying to backstab each other..why would i wanna be so anxious to be in the presence of God when God's people are also not like what they should be..not that i like the life i have in LASALLE-SIA, but the life in church are not that amazing either..people smoke in schooL, use vulgar language..you dun see that in church, but u see people disappoint people, lie to each other..just that they seem so great but actually are hypocrites..why is it becoming like that..why do i serve to much for Christ and i'm just someone who tends the children's church..why am i in church for so long and i'm not even a member..so why would i wanna stay in church then? why can't i get back to the life i had before..with nothing to worry for..i'm so lost and everyone around me just think i'm okay and nothing is gonna happen to me because i'm always smiling..actually it does hurt when i knew she was attached again..but what can i do? its the same if i smile and i frown..why not smile and let everyone know i'm okay..hypocrite i am..

one day without schooL..

was lazy getting up from bed this morning..need to get the clothes hung, the bowls and plates kept and water boiled..did everything in the morning..got my 3d work done half way, so lazy to finish it up..meeting my friends to orchard to get tattoo..she got her Aquarius horoscope tattoo done on the ankle..like mine..but i had a much smaller one..mine is a taurus logo..so after all the torture..we went to Bugis to shop for shirts..got a black one and andrew got 2shirts...got a membership card with 10% discount off on next purchase..cool card..finally going to get my 3d work done tonight..have to because i hate JAnet..she is a pain in my ass..always nagging in the class and not getting any point in the end..and there will be another sickening class of 3d tmR at 1 to 3pm..anyone wants to book me afterwards? call me...!
this is the cool black membership card i was talking about..nothing special though..hee =)
happy day today..

愛情是怎麼一回事

最後愛情是怎麼一回事　兩個愛過的人變得　不認識　誰來急救
沒有感覺的彼此　我在你的心中　沒有了位子　到底愛情是怎麼一回事
太多的故事　結局都是如此　在每一個　沒有星星的日子　往哪裡指 都是你影子

many thoughts came into my mind whenever this song was heard..the chorus had touched my deeply..its say what in the earth is love? why is it like that? how to solve problems between couples..and whenever i hear this song..i always ask myself why to commit to myself when the ending is all the same..it still hurts me whenever i open the wardrobe door and see memorable stuffs lying at the corner of the cupboard..it made me realized love aren't any special anyway when people let u down even if u commit yourself..i'm still confused and lost towards the word LOVE..though love is the first important thing God said..but i'm lost..how to believe?when the people that let you down is christian themselves..lost still..

i have no schooL today...!

waking up at 8am planning to do my camera, but was lazing on my bed till 10:50am when andrew called me to town...planned, prepared and left home to town..long journey on 174, we didn't actually talk on board because i was tired and was napping away.. =) reached shaw house to retrieve my FIRST LEVI's Jeans, cuz i had it altered..ate KFC+MAC at shaw house and went Wisma Atrium to look for Nike Women...but sad to see her nowhere...headed art friend to get our art materials..spent around half and hour and just got a few items adding not up to $50..headed Wheellock to Borders and slacked at Coffee Bean..tiring day for andrew..had to meet Jane in such early hour while i slept happily in bed..complains from him being tired and wasting his time on her..haha..too many girls out there are hard to please..hard to come by..not only guys are the stronnzzo ones, girls are too...=) more and more are going to the museum..but i would wanna find one...! God bless me with one..! PLEASE...!

my day with winnie to shopping...!

haha...great day had passed..although there was a few problems meeting winnie..but after we reached orchard, the shopping ego just come so suddenly and we already we shopping at Zara wheellock again..haha..wore back the $239 and $299 blazer.. =) though i can't buy but i can go and wear for fun...hee..after tat we went to shaw tower..bought my Levis jeans...MY FIRST LEVIS JEANS...yeah...i so happy...haha..live until going 19 le then get my first Levis is quite funny la...but i got the boxers before..hee..
okay okay..then after that went to far east to shop for belt..but end up eating SHI LING the chicken cutlet..hee..i treat winnie chicken she treat me milk tea..haha..love the moment spend with my cell leader..because she is such an example to me..can heed her advice..can talk to her and she can give me good suggestion. my friends cant because they are almost the same age as me then cannot come up with more better suggestion..hee..! so happy today..and and and and.........i saw the girL at Nike women shop again at Wisma Atrium..hahaa..okay...i admit...i purposely went back there to see de...! =) she is cute la...hahaa.. again the gong gong look walking around the shop...i din look more then 5mins la..i not like pervert spying on cute girls...! haahaa..took 174 home and slept all the way to boonlay interchange...cooL..then celebrated my grandma's birthday..with all the regular cousins tat come to visit my grandma..the rest dunno where...haha..played games..great day...! and God blessed us with rainbows in the beautiful blue sky...praise the Lord...! Amen..! =)

haha..got this from winnie..i am so touched..looking at the pitures brought me all the memories of the cellgroup..not like i haven been with them..but looking at it reminds me of all the laughters and jokes..so love it...thanks winnie...! thanks W330 for being in my life...!