palawan fun

9am came, suppose to wake up, but found out sis was lying on my bed with me. then came 10am, woke her up to prepare because she takes a super long time. 11am came, she came into my room said she was done. but went out to see her putting the stuff on the bed, when she haven bath or change. so came 12pm, finally able to leave home. met up andrew, ate at Seah Im and headed for palawan beach.
successful jump.

attempt failed.

i love my pose.

fun.

going home.


had a great time today. home to sleep i go!

nudity

waooo...never did i ever imagined to put myself in a position in a room to draw naked bodies. i did that this morning. kind of awkward when he stripped, but it seemed normal for him. i felt awkward sometimes but mainly focused on the drawing instead. and he is really powerful, he did not even react! imagine 13girls in front of u drawing u but yet he stayed calm and did not react. Professionalism?? after class, cun and clair came to look for me, then we went for Rochor beancurd and sunshine plaza Wan Tan Mee. cun fetched us to NYP after and i went into class with clair. i slept in the class. haha..snores were heard i guess. but soon after clair left by MRT and sophia and i left for bus. slept super sweet on bus till Bt Batok and soon home for dinner. enjoyed day happily with friends! thats something i cant do without.

shout-out of the day: Nudity is Art.

CRITICS

really trying to get use to the working environment, because its something unusual. although its always quite easy for me, it just takes time. school was about critics. criticizing on the works of the other painters. and of course, where cassandra is around, in-constructive comments flew across the room. as usual, IRRITATING. guess Ian was irritated badly from his expressions when she commented. hope she controls her fluent short tongue outwardly spoken character. because it is annoying. =) school was interesting, though i just went school to get stuff and prepare stuff to start work, but i got myself a free ride home!! super happy and tired..! goodnight..

shout-out of the day: I WANT TO BUY YOU!

Fine Arts

got myself transferred to fine arts instead of to continue my commD course. then i realised fines arts is so much of freedom and life rather commD. anyway, got myself a room partner who is called cassandra who i guess nobody likes with her for her outwardly irritating personality. but i guess lecturers will love her because of her profound language AND she is an attention seeker...REALLY...! sad though. i only had 2 classmates with me doing printmaking, but ultimately i'm always with the other painters and sculpture makers. and i felt welcomed. and i'm know for the 'new dude' haha.. well then, yesterday was my first lesson on fine arts, and we actually did lecture till 8pm 0.0 but i did printmaking this morning and i enjoyed it somehow..compared to commD. whereas they teach the techniques, rather than deadline as the main topic........worn off! came home squeezing with the working people on bus, home later than expected, and so goes my 'today'. Goodnight and tmR will be another day of fun! =)

losing the beauty

taking my free time to go photographing the old estate of Queenstown. the government says its gonna have new improvement programs for the estate. these are some of the things thats gonna be buried.

The place of gathering, gossips and entertainment.

The old school letter-box.

The shopping paradise for home cook food.

The expensive entertainment for children.

The gathering spot.

Familiar face.

Smiles, curiosity and fun.

Cinema.

Strict rules.

Food paradise.

Joy of food and friends.

Xin Ji chicken rice. (my favourite old school food)

Blk 40A

Queenstown bowl. (my uncle used to play here)

Entertainment centre.

Old school transport.

Lonliness.

Department stores.

Old time favourites.


Things will disappear, people may change, memories will always remain.

betrayal

betrayal is the only feeling i can describe.. finally knowing the meaning of betray. i cannot understand why in the world there is lying and betraying.!! why is it always friends that betrays me? why? is it i'm too believing in friends? or is it they find me too easy to lie to? i dunno what is wrong with them.. or i should blame myself for being too naive? why i always trust the wrong people? is it only family members are the ones that dun lie or betray? why do i always have this kind of betrayal issue? so now do i have to make friends with 1000 volts of lightning electricity to defend myself so that i dun get betrayed? and why do they wanna betray someone even if they call each other brothers? i really dun get it...so wat should i do? really have to be defensive? or i have to betray others? why cant everyone be believing and no holds barred?? confused...!!