prayer meeting today...!

woke up at 1pm today...then hang up the clothes then i change and went out of home at 5pm...so i reached YMCA at 615 and i entered the wrong function room...0ops..then worship today and spoke in spirit for 1hour plus...so long...then today all talk about lifting everything to God...giving all the worries to him...i was like asking myself to leave everything to Him...got so much courage...like i think and think and my mind in a total mess..how to lift it up God when i'm lost...how to...? then we pray to God for so long until all sore throat..then we went home on 174...i'm still lost now...i asked her the last time today...i was asking her the last time whether she really want a break up...then she say no..i ask her if no then how are you going to do about it..until now i'm still waiting...this is her last chance le...!