Fai's existance made me realised something i've been thinking about all these time. Thinking and making stories in my head, telling myself what i've done wrong. But now i know, everything isn't controlled by me, its your problem and i'm just another passerby.

Its been almost 1year since i saw Fai physically. i visited him at Macau for a week and now he returns for SG for a week too. This time, i got to know Bevin which i never talked to before and i started to have conversation with Wilson, but i suppose awkwardness was still in the midst.

Anyway, i really had a great time this week, spending time with love ones is really how happiness should be written.

And so fai left by saying, 我很开心开心开心开心开心!

我恋爱了吗?

oh..i'm suppose to be busy now, but somehow i'm ditched and i'm watching soccer on channel 5, which is Singapore vs Vietnam.

I dunno how am i gonna face it or whether its right or wrong, but i know one thing, staying away won't make you know the answer, hearing from others will also not make it clearer, only by clarifying and asking you will then get a definite answer.
I am lost now. Suppose to feel happy, but i'm not. I need to talk to someone.

Its been so long since i last stepped into a jamming studio to jam the studio with music. It was TIET jamming studio which was at Chinatown, Teo Hong Rd. I could say the jamming studio was so much better compared to the one at Bukit Timah, Lor Kilat. And we had a hell of a good time stucked in the room, including Lawrance who is not in the picture.

Have to rush home cause i have Abt lessons. Now i have sore abs and thighs.. =(

fai coming back soon soon soon..very very soon..so eager to see him...

Crap! i dunno whats wrong man, firstly my harddisk crashed and this ironic guy told me to have it fixed at 500bucks. Secondly this guy from apple service told me to call the hotline to retrieve a free installation disc, which turn out i was not eligible for the free installation disc. And so now i have to go back there to ask that guy what the hell was going on? Same computer but they all said different things. What is wrong with the system? Oh man, then i had to call and ask and go over to clarify then...........!!!!!!! argh!!!! irritated.
Anyway, i knew this girl online, and i noticed she is very different. Girls these days are so boring, computer, online shopping, facebook, everything online. So boring! no other activities out of the home, if not its clubbing. where did all the CCA went? where did all the sports go to for this girls? Maybe its because of the surrounding of my school that made me have this thoughts on girls.
By the way, my school's CCA is clubbing. hahahaha

Out to fix my lappy at Funan, which i found out it was just the installation disc 2 that was faulty. WTF..this guy from this authorised dealer at Sunshine Plaze told me i had a faulty internal hard drive. And he bloody con me to changing a 300GB internal harddisk that cost 500bucks with service charge of 120bucks!

Lucky for me, now i just need to retrieve a FREE installation disk from Apple and hopefully my lappy works. Just have to call them during office hours.

Since lappy is all over for awhile, we went shopping at Suntec City. Suddenly thought of tattoo-ing a series of squares on my leg. Took out pen and paper and started to doodle while waiting for mum outside the changing room, which ultimately i din have any outcome of how it looks like.

Frog Legs Porridge $16/-

Red Grouper in Mango Sweet Sauce $49/-

Dad came to fetch us and we went Geylang for Frog Legs Porridge, which really turn out pretty nice and delicious though the place was rather messy.

w0o..meeting cancelled. =(
i din wanna spent the day wrong again, so i told sophia i'll go up her place to meet her. Met her at Compassvale, exchanged trades and soon we were both happy people.
(thanks sophia for the board and the trip down just to pass it to me and also clairclair favour.)

Another thanks to Sophia, this is the first time i ever stepped foot in Compass Point. With my mum, we just walked around wandering into shops and out of it, just to spent some time away and wait for my dad to pick us up.

While having dinner at Hougang, my parents told me stories we had at Punggol Park. Saying how my dad saved my sister from the slope and how he hurt himself. but somehow i din remember any of it. I ask my mum, where am i then? She said you are always in front dunno where, where got wait for us.. hahaha.. thats quite true.. =P

Today seems to be a rather stiff day for me. somehow i felt awkward in any spot i'm in.

Woke up pretty late, so i hurried to arrange a time with Guan to attend the Poskad Opening later at 6.

Reached the venue pretty early, so i had the opportunity to glace through all the artworks in the exhibition.

$10,000/- artpiece.

When around 6:30, people started to cramp up the space and its getting real hard to breathe, therefore i decided to leave early since Kang called me for bball.

But when i was on my way home, kang told me he din wanna play tonight. So i took my time to walk home instead, thinking i might have some leftover eggtarts for me, but apparently none was left. HUNGRY HUNGRY me! i went downstairs to pack dinner for mum and myself.

Dinner was over and i still wasn't feeling right. Everything seems disorganized.

- Bought mum sausages when i knew she din like it at all.

- Dad came home at 9plus for awhile, afterwhich he went for work again.

- Xian suddenly asked for Kaili's number.

- Jingyuan asked if i was free tmr and i said no, surprisingly he said (thnx). ??

- Brenna approached me on msn which she seldom seldom does that.

- Saw Richard online and we planned for an outing on tuesday. Sentosa somemore? huh..

Maybe i just din felt right....hmmm....

Not sure what will be the word to desribe my feeling...

Meeting Sophia tmr, hopefully everything is going as planned. =)

this was what i took in the carpark at Kallang Leisure Park. Wondering which driving centre did the driver pass, what was he thinking? or maybe he thought his car needs two parking lots to park. SGY 3814J Lexus RX330. beware when you see this car beside ur car...hahaha