I never once took a picture together with my grandfather before.

CNY this year was as usual. Somehow i dont feel any festive mood. As if it was just another day for me. Though i was looking forward to gambling and those ang bao(s). Since i only do that once a year. So i thought i should just play and play. 

Lose and Win, Win and Lose, not sure whether did i really win or lose, but i enjoyed the excitement when peeking into the cards.  

Going over to relatives, friends and teacher's home to visit. Giving the oranges away seem just like a gesture. Even my friends dont take the oranges out of the paper bag when greeting the owner of the home. Not sure what will be the meaning anymore.

Anyway, i still had fun around my family and friends. Happiness should be the only key to be used on any day.

Wish all a Happy Lunar Bull Year. =)

These few days i wasn't leaving my board any second. After i changed the wheels, i literally skate it anywhere and everywhere. Around the West, my college, almost anywhere that can skate. 

And so my journey of skating starts, and i'm teaching Xian and Adil how to play and my sis too. Although she haven really get it. But for the boys, they really learn fast, and was quite confident skating. So these are videos of us playing and before they master it. =)

There a few more with Xian. And a particular video when he manage to master the 'jumping on the board' stunt. haha, We tried 'wheelie' and also 'sitting on the board'. hahaa, damn fun! If ever Xian is really interested to skate alongside with me, i think i'm gonna get the $99 waveboard. =)

how long, you tell me how long already? how long have i been teaching you. communication is the bridge to love and communication helps everything and anything. But when she slams the door, u choose to aim the arrow at me, blasting at me. 

I dont blame you for not waking me, its just a habit and it takes time to nurture a new habit. But thats not what u think hor. u want ur son to be 'magic'. tadah! the next morning and subsequent mornings i'm jumping off my bed. realistic man.

Dont blame me for shouting or not understanding about how u feel. but how many times i teach u already, think before saying something. Is whatever u're saying constructive? Does it help the situation? Or is it still the same? 

You know its never hard to be a mother, its just the thinking. When was the last time we quarrelled?? just thinking before u start slamming things and shouting. 

after everything, do u know why i'm angry? No. its not because u din wake me up, its because all my plans are foiled, so i'm fed-up. and u choose to blast at me. so sorry lor.. wrong time. 

Disappointments are not only parents, you should just learn to understand her. =)

Sunday was not a bad day for me though. I went out with Xian to places to get stuffs.

First stop was Queensway, to see what Gary could match for me. But after browsing in his shop, none of the designs interest me or xian, so we left for Peninsular Plaza instead.

Second stop was to get my wheels for my Waveboard. Its my first time getting such materials for boards or skates, so i'm quite a noob to the sales person.

Third stop was at Parkway Parade. Esprit was the shop and the discount was the goal! Entered the place and it was messed up alright. Piles of clothes thrown everywhere and people queueing for changing rooms and cashiers, but we still managed to get our shirts and jeans. DISCOUNT IS WOAH!!! =)))

SiewYing was attending us and we were there to make her happy too, but maybe i was a bit extra. hahaa.. and and xian! u should really dont care so much and just talk to her and make her laugh, the shyness should end already. If it persist, she might just lose interest. =))

Forth stop was NTUC 24hrs at JP2. Dad came home to pick up the whole family for CNY goods and snacks. Woah! and numbers was on the receipt. =))

WTF, i dont feel good today! Everything around me, everything in me, just dont feel right. Every single strand of hair itches, every single pore on my skin itches, every toes itches, everything itches! ARGH!!!!!@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG MAN!

I miss my fai fai! Wanna talk to him, but house is cramped up with tons of stuff to do. I dont feel any new with cleaning everything when i'm always cleaning the house. And my fucking nose! used up my whole tissue paper already, shower hot water already, still has a fucking nose! 

ARGH!!!!

I need a break!

Oh my, i dyed my hair! haha, 3 years since i last dyed. It should be Ash Blonde colour if i'm not wrong. Din want a brown or red cause its so common. And i initially wanted a blue, but its either too bright or too dark, so i settle on ash blonde instead. =)

Went shopping after that, but i'm real lost in this year's CNY, really dont know what i wanna wear. Everywhere, everyone, everything is so boring. I need something special to spice up my life.

OMG! everything isn't going by planned now, i'm lost. I din know she knew and i din know how to answer and so now i'm messed up. Not sure what will be the next step and what would i say and i'm sure it's not gonna be the same anymore. I not sure whether to keep to the plan or change plan B, but anyhow its still isn't a surprise anymore. I suck man... So now what? I think i really should fly my own kite.

i had never been so fulfilling for a very long time already. I had a 20 laps swim at Clementi pool, a nice tanning and a morning call for her at 10am. 

Dieting is really tough man, 

- Shall not have any fried food.

- Shall stop having any fruits after 4pm.

- Shall not have dinner after 6pm.

I have to get a heavy lunch, so i wont feel hungry in the night, but now i'm hungrily staring into the screen right now. Drinking water just to make my tummy feel alittle better, but what dreads me the most is to pee every 15-30mins. Somebody please tell me dieting is a simple task! hahahaa.... 

Pulau Ubin, missed the place so much, not because of the mosquitoes of course. Its the track and the muddy trials that make cycling even more exciting. 

But surprisingly i suddenly felt chest pain and i vomited. Woah, its so long since i last vomited. I'm not sure is it because i din have enough sleep, i din ate a lot of breakfast or i exert too much strength at a short amount of time.

 

Anyway, i was fine afterwards. Went to the watch tower to sight see the greens and the blues.

So after its time to leave the island, we went chomp chomp to have dinner. And now i owe xian 20bucks! 

Met xian in the night for running, supposed to travel to his home and run all the way to CCK, but i missed the last bus, so we ran around jurong west instead. And i broke the front wheel of my waveboard, not sure to buy a new skates that cost 100bucks or a 99dollars waveboard. hmmm....

Woah! New 2009 brings me more joy than ever..

- knowing this girl who brought back the feelings once again.

- school seems to be more fun. 

- fai made me happy.

- friends are back again.

- and the new Pioneer MRT is coming in feb! 

many joys to say, but now i have a goal to be accomplished. So till the day i hear yes, i shall not say more. hahahaa.. =))